While Sarah’s journey to find love with Bachelor Matt started off on a high note—receiving a one-on-one date during week two—everything changed during week 3.
The most recent episode started off with Sarah fainting in the middle of a rose ceremony. Some of the women accused Sarah, who already had a rose, of fainting for attention and were annoyed. Victoria said “her fainting spell came across really fake,” and Anna Redman said Sarah “is getting exactly what she wants” when Matt went to check on her.
Things didn’t get much better for Sarah after the rose ceremony ended. She admitted she was having challenges with the process after watching women on a group date write and read love scenes.
“I just feel like emotionally exhausted,” Sarah said at one point. “I should have known though that like this would trigger me. Just because, like, in my past, like, dealing with, like, faithfulness and, like, commitment issues and, like, jealousy and all of those feelings and emotions are, like, coming back so quickly. In my heart, I know all these special moments we had and it like kills me to think like he’s having these special moments with other women, too. I just like worry if I like can’t get past this, it’s really going to be a roadblock in my relationship with Matt. And now, I feel like I should do something about it.”