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“If no one had found me, then I wouldn’t be here,” she said on CBS Sunday Morning. “I’m grateful that I’m sitting here today, yeah.”
She also said on the program, “For the first time in my life, [I] had to essentially die to wake up.”
Nowadays, Lovato is continuing her recovery in a way that works best for her: In the documentary, she reveals that she’s not abstaining from all substances, but instead smokes weed—legal in California, where she lives—and drinks alcohol “in moderation.”