As for Lamar, he shares that he considered reconciling with Sabrina, who he doesn’t explicitly name in the post, but knew that it was “the addict in me” who “hated being alone” and “wanted a pretty face to wake up to.”
“Late nights and early mornings alone wears on a brother,” he continues. “I sought solace in marijuana and a slew of random women, not loving any of them, not really wanting to be with any of them, but it beat being lonely.”
But with the help of his team, Lamar says he was able to become sober once again, writing, “Today, I am free. Drug free. Marijuana free. Relationship free. I am rebuilding a relationship with myself. With my family. I am focused on my faith. My growth.”
